My Journey to the Inner World- part1

How I found the path of the inner world of meditation and belief.

In the province of the mind, what one believes to be true either is true or become true.”- John Lilly.

Belief is a word which holds the power to create or destroy anything, whether our relationships, career, even the whole life. So be mindful of what your mind is conditioned to believe.

Nature teaches us a scad of lessons if we observe it closely.

During the lockdown period I had decided to invest my time to learn gardening, and I started growing tomatoes. Shortly, they grew up and got flowers

I was desperately waiting to get the tomatoes from them. But, the flower started falling off. Every family member predicted that it was a waste of time and I should remove those plants and grow some other plant instead.

I gave it a thought and decided to wait for a few days and care a little more, search if any bugs are there.

Guess what!

Tomatoes are all over the plants.

The lesson behind this story was simple, if we believe in something and give our maximum efforts, we will be able to reap it in future.

Similarly, if our belief system is not strong, and we take our action on someone else’s judgement we will never be successful in our life.

How did I discover the fact of belief?

I started the journey of meditation in 2019, when I was totally devastated and searching for help to come out of an existential crisis, which I have mentioned in my previous post (Covid-19- can lead you to self-doubt- beware)

I got a helping hand.

Every group of friend’s has that one friend, called the diamond in the coal, who knows the solution to every problem in the world. Savior, you see.

Obviously, I am blessed to have one. He gave me great advice that I should watch a movie named “the secret”, which was based on “Law of attraction”. Probably, you know about it.

I started that movie in search of the solution to my problem, and by the end of that movie I got it, and couldn’t believe it was a magic trick.

Bravo!! I got the secret of the universe. I wondered where it was hiding before?

I assumed this is why others are happy because they knew it from long and concealed it.

Next day, I went to our regular hanging place to thank him for letting me know the confidential information and I decided to follow the three-step process:

• Ask from the almighty.
• Believe in it.
• Receive it.

Quite simple, right?

Whole night I thought of what I wanted and slept off.

Next day, I implemented it by asking, and waited for the whole long day.

Nothing happened ☹

Disappointing, Isn’t it?

It was difficult to believe that the prediction of my friend went wrong,

I concluded, I must have done something wrong? So I repeated the same process the next day with the same unsuccessful results.

This increased my curiosity to know how to get it done?

I decided to search on social media platforms, and there were a bunch of videos on how to use the law of attraction with different techniques.

It happens to almost everyone, if we find something easy, implement it without understanding it fully.

I tried the techniques they were talking about, but nothing worked.

I concluded that there were loads of hidden truths about the belief, as a thought arose in my mind “do I really believe in what I am asking for? Or is it just a state of void which I am trying to fill?

Then I decided to understand the principles more deeply in order to search more about the formation of our beliefs.

I stumbled upon a truth about the belief system.

My search confiscated my mind to a very interesting fact of our subconscious mind and how it gets conditioned. I found that most of the time we ask for something that our mind resists to believe in.

I was curious to know how we can understand our beliefs and implant new beliefs in our mind?

The fact surprises me that we always ask from the almighty when our mind totally loses hope, and creates a belief that we will never be able to achieve it, as if we want to listen to a frequency 93.5Hz, and our mind is playing 93.8Hz.

Oh! That’s why I was not getting the results. The problem was of frequencies. I might confuse the almighty.

The frequency of our mind and our words should match, which we ask from the almighty, and have to put our faith in him.

By every passing day, it was getting more involved.

I was confused about the subconscious belief, as I never thought this way about our thinking process. But, then my curiosity took a turn towards my thoughts, feelings, and emotions.

This curiosity introduced me to a very peaceful path of meditation.

I started reading, talking to people about it, and following different spiritual gurus, trying to understand how our thoughts creates a belief.

I found the fact that my thoughts in which I am putting my energy becomes my belief. Basically, I will not achieve anything if I don’t believe in it. Our mind controls our actions automatically.

I had decided to understand my limiting beliefs, in order to know how they are impacting my mind.

I realized, was on an autopilot mode and my mind was taking all the decision according to the belief fed into it, as if I was dancing on the beats chosen by someone else.

I thought “am I the slave of my mind”?

Oh no, it’s my mind and I need to control it. But, how?

Time to show, who is the boss.

I got a brilliant idea 😇

Let’s search on social media platforms.

After searching everywhere, I came to a conclusion that I will meditate. Reason being it helps us to understand our thoughts in a better way.

My journey of meditation started by then, which took so many turns while I moved forward on it.

I will describe them one by one how I began and what all challenges came across.

A Quick takeaways:

• Don’t ask anything, when you’re in anger, as your words have the power to get fulfilled.
• Believe and put your efforts towards what you are asking until you get it.
• Patience is key to a happy life.
• Always try to put your maximum effort.

I am sure people who believe in “Law of attraction” or “Meditation” or even heard about it, hold so many questions in their mind. I will describe one by one in my followed posts.

If you have any questions regarding Meditation and the law of attraction. Let me know in the comments.

Stay safe, spread a smile, and share it with your group, you never know if someone is secretly searching for “the secret”.

Thank you.